Wednesday, June 28, 2006

My Dearest Buddy

PEARLYNN!!!!
Don't be sad okay?
Cheer-up, although
i remembered i cried buckets...
that time.
Think POSITIVE, Kay?
I'll ALWAYS be there,
when you need me.
:) smile.
_____________________
Myself

I feel so sad.
A lot of personal things
stuffed inside me...
i want to cry...
i wanna tell someone..
but no one
knows or rather understands
me THAT well.
I know God does and He is there..
for me.
But, i really need reassurance...
cos deep down i feel the loneliness.
i feel so tired..
i just want to cry.
To forget.
To be like 'Charlie Gordon'?
Or am i 'Algernon'?
Is that the sad truth?
Is that harsh reality?
I really don't know.
and i don't have time to find out now.
perhaps i should live my life,
as though of no purpose?
I can't come to a conclusion.
And i don't think anytime soon either.

sam.